loverlyredhead

Alone.     As Always. Surrounded and Swamped by a Stream of People who do nothing for me. Others have companions and I have none.  I fall into a despair.  Supposedly,  there is a one for me out there. But not in here.  Becuase here, I am Alone.  As Always.

You say  I will take you out tonight. I say  No, you won't. And everytime I say such things they come to be. Into life. I speak and my words are truth. Never shall I lie. You pinky swear an oath  I will take you out tonight. I say  Pinky swears are bad to break. And everytime you do such things, I hope that they come to be. Into life. But I speak and my words are truth. Never shall I lie. And my heart breaks...

I'm tired.    Come, let's take a nap. You're not?   Then I'll lay my head in your lap. Your fingers-- fit so well with mine. Our fingers-- begin to intertwine. My body-- beauty that it is; My body-- pressed up against his. I'm tired.     Come, let's take a nap. Your eyes closed, your hair against my back. Your skin is-- smooth as can be. Our skin is-- no one else can see. My lovely-- beauty that she is; My lovely-- pressed against me like this. I'm tired.  Please take me in your arms. She's not here.  What can be the harm?

As she landed each punch into the everlast bag, Autumn felt her anger rise.  How dare he?  That was the thought cycling through her brain with each smack of her taped knuckles.  Her jaw was clenched tightly, anger was written in her every feature. "A bit tense today." The male voice distracted her only slightly as Jason moved in to hold the punching bag in place.  She punched harder, hoping to knock him off his balance. "I'm always tense.  You should know that by now."  She gritted her teeth a bit harder, and aimed for where his stomach was on the other side. He moved his face away from the bag as it swung a bit on its chain, saving himse